12/4/09

oh no.

I was flexing my elbows when I heard things
"ow" said my mother I suppose
"what?" my father
"nothing"
"look, I already know"
"know what?"
"that you're pregnant"
"I don't know what you mean"
"don't lie to me!"
"I'm not! don't hit me!"
"why didn't you get rid of it!!! we can't have a kid. now you're attached to it aren't you?"
I only hear mumbles, then
"sorry I yelled and hit you"
more mumbling
......................
no
they don't want me
they don't know how great I would be
my father called me it
how unloved am I?
it's not right
are they going to kill me?
all I can do is cower, with no one to tell them I can hear them and wish I could tell them how much I want to love them

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